Well I'm going to say no I am not. It's just saying what I am afraid of I pray that my fears don't come true but my fears are real and it makes me sad sometimes so here are my fears.....
- I will not live to see 50.
- I have this fear because I always get some obscure disease or the worse thing about the disease I get....I swear I got the trash portion of the DNA chain.
- Take my type of cancer....Multiple Myeloma....(Google it....I'll wait) Just kidding....this disease is an old white man disease....I am not a man, white or old...but somehow....I have MM....riFUCKINdiculus.
- My doctor told me in his 15yrs of specializing this disease only he has had only three......THREE damn patients where this fucking disease has spread...and I'm one of the damn three....LIKE REALLY WTF!!!
- I also fear that I will never find THE ONE.....(insert evil laugh)
- Seriously I do....I've been single for 5yrs and when I tell people this I get the WHY question. I know people jump in and out of relationships......I don't I may be seeing someone but until we have the discussion on where we stand we are not in a relationship....
- How can you get in a relationship w/out talking about status....that's how confusion happens and feelings get hurt. And if your messing w/the wrong person it could get your ass killed......#truth....
Those are my fears....
See I don't think that is speaking into existence....it's just a fear I have I think it's natural for me to feel this way....Oh well
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I will speak this into existence.....
NONE OF MY FEARS WILL HAPPEN....
I WILL PRAY THAT THESE FEARS LEAVE ME
AND I WILL FIND LOVE....
I WILL SEE
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY PAST 50.
Do you have fears.....?
Comment below.....might as well become interactive..... If I don't like what you have to say I'll delete it....I'm petty sometimes....
Admit and embrace the negative aspects of your personality....they are there for a reason.....
They best way to go about this is by stating what you want not what you dont want. For example, instead of saying I am affraid of not living after 50 say I am so excited to see how my life will be when I am 70 years old. or something a long those lines. I try to teach myself to thinking this way as it is very easy for me to think negativly about what I dont want oppose to what I do want.
ReplyDeleteThank you.....that is another way to look at it.......My bestie and I plan to hit 50 (states) by 50. So I am going to work on my train of thought.
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